I am a hot tempered person. And thanks God that He made me a woman because I can simply control this bad traits that I have.

But you know before, I am wondering why I am a woman when in fact I can do lots of things in helping my family if only I am a man. And oh, don’t think that I am a lesbian. I just need to act like a man before because I need to carry heavy loads for my family. These things are fetching water (two six gallons container – I carry it at once), carrying one sack of rice which weighed 50 kilos, and a lot more heavy job just to help my family even with that small things.

Now I realized that it’s best for me to be a woman because if God made me a man, my goodness, I can simply punch anybody I like if I will get mad. He-he-he! I can also raise my voice easily which is not good! Hmmm, all things REALLY have purposes and all things have reasons! And I did find the purpose of being a woman now that I am old!

My machine doesn’t have electricity connection right now (for the first time)! And my laptop battery is 27% and it says that I have 47 minutes more to go. I guess this will be my last post for this early dawn. I will try to update my blog(s) hopefully tomorrow or the next days as I have lots of missed blogging days last year. Regretting on it can do no good. Instead, I will just have to make things positive this year, hopefully, with God’s grace!

I was talking about playing computer games. Now, I am so glad that I get over it. Finally! And I will try to see to it that I never be engrossed with it any longer. Actually, every time I am sad and mad, it would result of me playing so much with computer games. But I’ve realized that this is not good. And now, instead of diverting my attention and my anger with playing computer games, I would simply promote my blog. In this way, I can do productive things! Yippy!

I need to stop my updates in here for a while and attend those amazing blessings that they are giving to me. It’s just a miracle that they surprised me with those things. And I am hoping that they will not reject these things as I will do my best to make positive articles. (Thanks Guys!)

Again, it’s so nice to let other people know what we want. But the best thing to make is to do all the best ways to make our lives better. We can’t change others and we can’t change the world, but we can do some changes for ourselves. So, how about changing ourselves for the better right now?

There are some moments in our lives wherein we keep on wishing things. We will then say that if we will have this particular thing, it will be the time for our happiness. But when that time will come and we will have the thing that we are longing to own, we will then feel that we are not happy with it. Hmmm, I guess, this is normal for us as humans. We will never be contented with what life has to offer us! This is a part of being mortal! Though, maybe, for those who are contented with what they have, then, it’s good for them.

With regards to my previous post, I guess, before shouting and asking for change in the government or any other change, it’s best to make changes within ourselves. Besides, we can’t force other people to change the world for us. But we can change ourselves so that in our small ways, we can contribute for the change of the world or change in our place. Hmmm, this is my own points of view as per my past experiences as an activist.

When I was in college I love joining some debates and rallies. In other words, I love marching on streets and shouting the change that I want together with my schoolmates and other activists. But when I opened my eyes that my grades were so low, I stopped doing it. Yes, it’s so nice to let the concerned people know the grievances and that I/we need change but what about my grades. I was shouting for change but within myself there’s something that I need to change. And that was to study so hard. GRRR! Anyway, I learned my lesson so well that time!

Dang addiction with computer games! Imagine, instead of me promoting my blogs and updating my blogs, I am addicted to playing these stupid games! And guess what the result is! I lose traffics, got back pains, out of time for chores, not much time for things around me and all of the negatives are surrounding me right now. Thought that I am out of these computer game addictions but afterwards I will find myself playing with these stupid games over and over again! BRRR! Help!

I am now listening to my favorite station on which I am supporting this for almost a year now. And I love all the songs! If you want to know these songs are Christian – Gospel songs from a non-commercial radio station. This means that this station doesn’t have any commercials but is listeners supported. And I love all of the cool soothing soul uplifting songs. Hope to support this station next year!