I am a helpful person. When I know that there are people who need me I will surely help even if I will not receive any compensation. No matter if my time will be sacrificed but I will extend my help for free. But now that I need help, no one will help me. Reality is so sad but I can’t do anything for it except to accept the truth. I can’t force you or anybody else to help me in doing my works. Besides I am already a mother and a wife so I must manage my time in doing my chores and my other works. From now on, I will not be asking any help anymore from anybody else even if I am burdened with life already! I will just go on with my life SOLO in whatever ventures that I am going to take!
March 1, 2010 · Filed Under
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When I first got here, I don’t really like the snow and the cold weather. Though, I’ve got so excited and treasured the first day I experienced the snow but I hate the cold days. I just learned to appreciate the cold weather when I have my heated mattress pads which my loves bought for me. I said to myself that it’s okay if it will be cold all days as long as I have this heated thing for my comfort. And guess what, I am always wishing that cold days will not fade away so that I can use my heated mattress pads all the time.
Before I found the man that God prepared for me, I had lots of failures in love. I shed lots of tears with each failure. During that time, I thought I am a loser but then, I am not because I learned something. Giving love and showing love is better than doing the other way around. For me, the answer to love failures is to let go of it, be healed, and go on with life.
February 25, 2010 · Filed Under
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I will not be…anymore