I hope someday soon

So much question about the expenses when some of it, I replaced it with my own income. I wish someday, I am the one who will be given money to spend with the words, “Hey, receive this money and spend it the way you want to. You deserve to have a better life than the past years. Go, have a shopping or start a new biz. How about going to a vacation and so that you can spend time for your own self.” Oh dear!