Tired but need to go on working

I can remember that I need help with having a lower interest rate with my CC. So, the thing that I did was to visit a credit union bank and ask if they can help me have a balance transfer because I was so burdened with the credits that I had for several years. Good thing the bank officer helped me out. I thought I can pay it in a year, but whenever I earn something from my writing, I have to use it and help people out. Oh dear, it’s a cycle. When can I get out from this financial mess that I have that accumulate even more? I am so tired of this debts already. Really tired of it but anyways even if I have this thing, this will not prevent me from sharing gifts these holidays. I do believe God is with me on my life’s journey. I am just a worker, and I am dependent on God coz He is the source of all things in life.

Last flower for his daughter – so touching

This is a very touching story of a father who died 4 years ago and still sending flowers to his daughter. This year is the 21st birthday of the daughter, and it will be the last that the girl will be receiving. Anyway, I’ve read this news at http://fox2now.com/2017/11/27/daughter-receives-final-letter-flowers-from-father-who-died-from-cancer-4-years-ago/. And I am so touched with the last sentences from this girl on this article as it states, “He made people happy. He made people realize that they shouldn’t…take the people they care about for granted.” Oh dear!

Low grade fever

My son had a sore throat last Monday, November 6th, 2017 and admitted to the hospital last Friday, November 10th. He was out at the 11th right after receiving IVTT and steroids. From that time he has a low-grade fever of up to 100.5F every night. He’s complaining that he still has slight pain in his throat and at the back of his ears. Also, he said that he’s dizzy while riding the car. And since Sunday, November 19th, he said that he’s having a backpain of at least 2 out of 10. I don’t know what to do Lord.

I am concerned with his fever not going away. Today, I will be calling the doctor and check if this is normal or anything.

Oh dear Jesus Christ, please heal my son fully.

Will take care of my own first

Yesterday I was grouchy the whole day, and I was tired. I fell asleep after 6pm to almost 10pm. I examined of what I was thinking, and it’s then I realized that I wasn’t running my own mind. I let all the negativity ruled me, and that’s why I was so negative. With just one thing that I didn’t like, I freaked about it. Plus thinking of all the problems I had back in my parents’ place and mixed with the problems of my relatives, I felt like I carried the world on my back. I already have my own problems, and it loaded me out. I think of the problems of my relatives, and I was so drained. Now, I am back with my own self, and I will erase all the things that I am thinking about them and focus on what I need to do with my own life together with my own family. Oh dear God!

Proverbs 4:23

Be careful of how you think; your life is shaped by your thoughts.
-Proverbs 4:23

The power of giving

I do believe that when you will give you will receive even more. I always argue about it whenever I will hear the other person who hates giving. I told him that it is good to give because he will receive more. He answered that he wouldn’t, and I am wrong. I told him, with all of the blessings that he receives, like free medical treatment, gifts from friends, good customers, and so much more, he did not receive anything. Upon hearing it, he stops saying words. Giving has its power as it will come back to the giver many gifts that he/she can think.

Got to live with it for now

Milk of magnesia smells yummy for the first time, but right now it grosses me out. I just need this thing every once in a while especially when I feel bloated from the food that I ate for several days. I hope to have a good metabolism soon as I do not want to drink this thing all the time. For now, I just have to live with it.

God will send the right people the soonest

When you ask for help that if possible you can use the fifty bucks for some important matter but then you just receive a grouch answer with harsh words, you will get hurt. You will say to yourself, “Enough is enough.” And you will take your own financial needs your way without asking from anyone else. Yes, there will be friends who will share their blessings but then there will be end to that help. The truth is that you are alone in life. The only best help you ever get is from God. He will send the right people to help you heal everything especially your finances. God is good and his universe is marvelous that it is offering the best things in life. At the right time, you will be debt free and you will have the abudnance that God has promised that you will receive for your existence in this lifetime. Thanks God for it.

I hope someday soon

So much question about the expenses when some of it, I replaced it with my own income. I wish someday, I am the one who will be given money to spend with the words, “Hey, receive this money and spend it the way you want to. You deserve to have a better life than the past years. Go, have a shopping or start a new biz. How about going to a vacation and so that you can spend time for your own self.” Oh dear!

Hope to serve HIM with my daily work

I was a bit busy in life for the past weeks and days. That’s the reason why I didn’t have enough updates in my blog. But I am back right now. And hopefully it is for good that I can update my sites no matter how busy I will be. Also, I hope I don’t procrastinate as it will be homeschooling this August 14th. To God be the glory that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I hope with my work as a mother/wife/homeschooler and an online writer, I can serve Him best!